In all honesty? No. But I am curious - I am curious in my sadness,
and I am curious in my joy. I am everseeking, everfeeling.
I am in awe of the beautiful moments life gives us, and I am in awe of the difficult ones.
I am transfixed by grief, by growth. It is all so stunning, so rich, and I will never convince myself that I cannot be somber, cannot be hurt, cannot be overjoyed.
I want to feel it all - I don't want to cover it up or numb it. So no, I am not happy.
am open, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
